gone..

He wants nothing to do with me anymore... this is so hard to accept. after everything we have been through. it's just so hard to take in so quick. how could i do this to myself, how could i set myself up AGAIN to be hurt? I mean he has said things to me like this before, but this time i think it is for real. I'm never going to see him again.. I'm never going to be able to talk to him, never touch him again, never kiss, hug, laugh with, nothing! This is the worst feeling ever. I want him so badly it kills me. but now it is time for me to let him go. as hard as it is, i need to. I am gradually erasing him out of my life. forever. I deleted him off my friends on myspace, facebook, and also his number out of my phone. he's hopefully going to be nothing but a blurred memory. I'm done being hurt. I'm done waiting around for him. I'm done crying. but most of all I'm done believing. goodbye Bry.