wow, havent been on this forever...

well i guess i really need to update my blog huh?
well just today my best friends eva got baptised. it was amazing! i had to give a talk on the holly ghost which went more smoothly than i planned. i was and am so proud of eva for what she has accomplished. its going to be so great to see the changes going on in her life. i love my eva, she is my #1 best friend! the one i can truely depend upon.
Also just been trying to fight back feelings lately that i have for a this guy. its been very difficult to get over him. without him i would have never had the most amazing summer of my life. but, without him i wouldnt be heartbroken right now, wishing i was that girl he is kissing and giving his heart to. I want to be her more than anything, and i hate that feeling. it is so true that the one guy you cant have is the one you will always have a thing for. I wish he would know more about how i truely feel about him.
well that is all for now... hopefully i can keep this thing more updated! peace.